Sunday, May 31, 2009

me and my god

My opened eyes show me my scary realityWhen my eyes close I see an uncertain futureWhen I look up I see a dream filled sky But yet so farWhen I look down I see my very weak feet Tired of walking a lonely pathWhere is everybody?They said they would stick around in sticky situations Where is my family?They said they would be there when nobody else is aroundWhere is he?He said he’d wipe my tears and still ma eyes remain wetBut after everything I see one person still watches me throughA silent listener A motionless watcherAn invisible gifterA forever friendHis silence tells me that he still loves meHis stillness tells me he’ll be there for me His care tells me he never failsI have a fear of failure-He tells me if he didn’t give me my let downs then my rising stays unrecognizedI have a fear of losing my loved ones- He tells me that if I didn’t loose them I would never know themI have a fear of being alone-He tells me that his love grows for orphans I have a fear of losing him-He tells me ”IM NEVER LOST BUT FOUND”

Sunday, April 26, 2009

a god once mine

a fable of a girl
who at every step would remember that theres a god who watches
she climbed trees,chased bees,joint beads and sowed seeds
at every tick of the clock she remembered that every second was a blessing
she knew not how to wish for any pleasure but did ofcourse thank for all the given pleasures

then one day on the sight of beauty who passed her by
she discovered that the charm lied in the mole that lay near her nose
she then learnt to wish and wished 4 a little black dot
she begged and pleaded for days together and...
abra ka dabra it appeared
jumping with joy...too young to understand that the reasons for her granted wishes was her special little innocense....

her prayers were always granted for she remained the same but for a while so little a time

she soon bloomed to be a teenager who more than success experienced failure...
left to take her own decisions...she carefully picked the wrong ones...
mistakes over mistakes made her forget that there was a god still waiting for her to turn around to him
soon when she realised the same
she wonders if he's still listens
she prays every night that she sumbits herself onto him and pleading for him to work through her
but yet makes her big mistaakes..to understand that if he were in her, she would'nt make her mistakes :(
then one morning she looked back to the past to realise how bright it had been then left out a sigh that said___
''a God once mine''